people suk

people suck... my closet friend wont talk to me... my best friend miguel lied for 3 days to me....i dont know why people hate me so much..and it hurts so bad..but i know no one cares...so im alone in this...pain has taken over my body and mind... i will never love again.. why should i? no one cares..no one lets me talk about my fellings or wut i think...ive been hurt so much and so many dissapointments...i dont know why i didnt just kill myself last month when i tried too...guess didnt wanna waste life away....