Friday, September 14, 2007

i reely hate my life

naiomi wuz a fake...she didnt care i trusted her...we were sisters and now i find out my cuzin set me up.... and they both dont care and im so heart broken and heart shattered and my cuzin doesnt care no one does in my family i miss you guys where are you?!?! i need help...i need alot of help plz i miss your comfort and understanding plz im in desprate need of you help me plz they hurt me and my heart is so hurt i can barely breath....plz i cant feel anything...nothing no feelings no bones nothing all my blood is freezing cold....my body is like an ice cube idk wut to do...help plz plzzz

Theres no stoping me...

There is mo stoping me....Once you get me mad theres no way to beat me...Once you get me sad theres no way to cheer me up...When people put me as in outcast i dont mind...When i scream no one hears me...When i speak no one listens....If i ask a question no one answers it

Thursday, September 13, 2007

im booooooooooooooooored

ok people no ones on and im bored....sooooo idk i guess ill just post so im wityh my cuzin and my annoying dog who hates her guts lol....im just hanging out and wolf boy WUT THE FUCK IS UP WITH YOU MAN YOUR FREAKING ME OUT I HEARD YOUR GONNA DO SOMETIN ILLEGAL (not from kat) Guys im bored if anyone is on....MEANING ANYONNNE plz comment im boredd and wanna talk. elfy you on tom? anyone? hellllo hellllo helllllo helllo (its echoing lol) so comment i miss funnys and crap like that...ttyl, raven (ps im hyper lololol)

Sunday, September 9, 2007

people suk

people suck... my closet friend wont talk to me... my best friend miguel lied for 3 days to me....i dont know why people hate me so much..and it hurts so bad..but i know no one cares...so im alone in this...pain has taken over my body and mind... i will never love again.. why should i? no one cares..no one lets me talk about my fellings or wut i think...ive been hurt so much and so many dissapointments...i dont know why i didnt just kill myself last month when i tried too...guess didnt wanna waste life away....

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

i hate my mom

i hate my mom she doesnt give two shits about me! FOR NO REASON today she called me a stupid fuker a stupid bitch a douche bag a shit head a dick head than she said you never stop eating why are you always eating stop eating eery three hours i dont give a shit how you feel why should i care how you feel ! i mean i dont feel like i have a mother anymore...shes just making me feel worse and worse about my self... i lost confidence in myself i feel like im not gonna fit in at my new school... i just want my old mom who loved me and cared for me and didnt bribe me to shut me up was back. now whenever i have a problem she says get over it and doesnt give two shits about it... but when i was little she used to say oh im sorry tell me whats going on and she used to help me..... i mean i get jack shit at home and when i went to school at bellport middle school i got jack shit all i got was my feelings shattered and ripped apart and ow thats what i get at home! i dont deserve that!!! i always care and help her out with her problems! does she do that for me? no! she gives me fucking jack shit except for bribes and heart breakage and she doesnt get it!! she doesnt listen! and when i tell her mom you and i both know you treat me like shit. she goesballistic and says no i dont you fuking leing bitch! and i feel like i just got shot in the heart knowing my mom doesnt love me... she doesnt care how i feel and she bribes me so ill leeve her alone and not say anything! i miss my old mom...i want her back... ill talk to you all later...ttyl,raven

Sunday, August 26, 2007

oooops

forgot to tell you im bloodyswordofme

lolol

yo my friend is talking to me on aim and all of a sudden this person comes on and i think they need mental help cuz they are like very w
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Holla ata Playax (5:35:47 PM): rwerHolla ata Playax (5:35:49 PM): wwerwerwer
Holla ata Playax (5:35:51 PM): yer a pishey
bloodyswordofme (5:36:01 PM): wut?
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Holla ata Playax (5:36:12 PM): smell it
bloodyswordofme (5:36:31 PM): ...uh ok w.e you just said idk wtf it is
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bloodyswordofme (5:37:03 PM): ....sure
Holla ata Playax (5:42:08 PM): hii!
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Holla ata Playax (5:42:16 PM): AND YOU DONT KNOW IT
bloodyswordofme (5:42:25 PM): uh ok..who is this
Holla ata Playax (5:42:35 PM): TREY
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Holla ata Playax (5:43:53 PM): we dont get along boobie
bloodyswordofme (5:44:04 PM): ...what is this janna?
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Holla ata Playax (5:44:52 PM): SUCK IT!
bloodyswordofme (5:44:59 PM): uhh w.e
Holla ata Playax (5:45:02 PM): noo!
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bloodyswordofme (5:45:19 PM): ok w.e you do that
Holla ata Playax (5:45:33 PM): ok i will
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Holla ata Playax (5:46:15 PM): kiss me
bloodyswordofme (5:46:18 PM): ok who the hell wuz that
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Holla ata Playax (5:46:35 PM): :]
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bloodyswordofme (5:47:13 PM): ok i think i remember your numbuh and if i do im gonna call 911 cuz your acting really wierd
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Holla ata Playax (5:47:37 PM): yer grandmother
Holla ata Playax (5:47:41 PM): ITS NOT JANNA!
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Holla ata Playax (5:47:56 PM): me so horny!
Holla ata Playax (5:48:05 PM): GIVE MEE HEAD!!!!!
bloodyswordofme (5:48:09 PM): ok and? i wouldnt call 911 if you say i act like my grandma but
bloodyswordofme (5:48:27 PM): id kick whos evers ass whos talking rite now
Holla ata Playax (5:48:40 PM): ok
Holla ata Playax (5:48:46 PM): i like 4 play


see how fing wierd that is??!! like it made me laugh for 10 minutes!!!! tell me wut you think

Themes songs for me, my character, and Vincent, anf Final fantasy 7 =)

Vincents themes Naomi's Theme My theme Final fantasy 7 character theme songs Me and Vincents song

Sayings.....

"And so, the hound weaves in its final chapter of life."

"Don't waste dreams away, or your wasting your life away.."

"Love..Is pain, hatred, and depression...If you lose it.."

"What is art? Find out...And live your life!"

"How can there be life...If there is no one living it?"

"Danger? I don't think so.."

Music..Again...But better...