Tuesday, June 10, 2008

I'm quitting blogger.


Hi guys. Yes its true, after around two or three years, I'm leaving. I can't take it anymore. I was slapped in the face mentally by friends and my own boy friend. Almost all of my friends I've had, had cursed me out at one point. My boy friend for some reason, hates me when I did nothing wrong. My mother has gotten worse on me, going out until midnight, yelling at me for no reason, embarrassing me, things aren't the way they used to be. So, as of today, I'm quitting blogger and writing and role playing and drawing for the rest of my life. I know I'm pretty much going to end up dieing alone. I'm sorry for anything I ever put you through, and I will watch over all of you. I will miss everyone too much for words... Good bye everyone.

Sunday, April 27, 2008

ALL MUTANTS UNITE!

Ok, so this organization X, ok IDK if they are real are not. But if they are, we have to KICK ASS NOW! If they are real, were the mutants, WE have the power, WE are the mutant kind. They think they're better then US! ARE WE GONNA TAKE THAT? I know I've said that I'm growing wings, and it is true, my friend who is a science genius is helping me. He said I can handle it. I'm not just some kid like Aren and all others who think I'm nothing. I am a mutant. I'm nothing like full human. I'm a mutant and if they can't handle that FINE! But, we need to take care of this. THEY ARE NOT GOING TO END OUR KIND! If this is some joke, KILL 'EM ANYWAY! This isn't fair to us. WE ARE ALWAYS TARGETED! WE NEED TO BECOME AN ARMY! WE HAVE TO UNITE AND DOMINATE AND STOP HIDING! WE ARE THE DOMINANT GENE, THE DOMINANT SPECIES! WE HAVE TO PROTECT HUMAN KIND! PROTECT MUTANT KIND! Never again will we stand by watching them kill our kind. WE can't watch innocent blood be spilled because were different. The innocence of mutant kind will be no longer. OUR POWER COMBINED IS UNSTOPPABLE! WERE GONNA STOP THEM FROM KILLING AND SPILLING THE BLOOD OF THE INNOCENT! LET US FIGHT BACK AS AN ARMY OF MUTANT KIND! IF YOUR WITH ME, TELL ME! IF YOUR NOT< STAY OUT OF OUR WAY! Now, who will stick with me, and build a super army of us mutants?

Sunday, April 20, 2008

IT'S THE END OF THE WORLD!!!!


Lol, did that get your attention? Ok, well, if you clicked on my blog that means you must be bored. Well, I'll give you some entertainment in the mean time. Well, as you know, things for me have been kinda suckish. Oh and by the way, I know this is going to probably going to be partly my fault but, YOU ALL MISSED MY BDAY! IT WAS MARCH 30th!!! I turned the big 14. Haha. Yes that was supposed to be a joke. Well, anyways, I probably have an ulcer in my diaphragm, we lost on the first soft ball game, I'm currently a top singer in chorus, and blah blah yada yada. I got an email stating that a new internet browser would like to feature my blog in they're home page an I can get more views so I thought what the hell. And... the weird part of my day today is that I'm watching my grandmother gluing a chair for our kitchen table with elmer school glue and blowing her nose at the same time. Uhhmm? Anyone else think thats weird? But, on the bright side, I'm pissing off my friend about her hill billy boy friend. This guy is four years older then her, has an acne face, his hair Idk even know how to explain it, and he is just plain weird. Like, everything is weird lately. Ok well, I just had dinner and now I'm back to writing this, I might have to go to the hospital. YAY! Boo... So, I'm gonna have a greaaaaat time tonite... I can't move from side to side without my whole entire torso coursing with pain. Any updates with y'all? Lol. Wolfy, welcome back dude. Love you people.. Maybe >:) No I do, my family. Bye.

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Idc anymore...


People.. Idc what you think anymore, ok? I'm pretty much done trying to be social and have friends. Talk to me if you want but I won't talk unless you do. I'm trying to prove something and trying to get the word out that they're real freaks out here. I'm just going to become an emo teen who has no friends and trying to hold herself back each time someone pisses her off. I just hate life, I hate no one believes me, and I hate everything. I just want people who can understand what I'm going through. So, if you don't believe me, or care? Just go away, leave now and go to a blog thats all sunshine and rainbows. Because this is real, not some fiction story that mocks our kind and our brethren. Idc if I end up alone and hiding from civilization. I really don't care anymore. So, unless you believe me and want to join me, get the hell off of my blog!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Ok I am swearing on a stack of bibles

Guys, I have 7 bibles stacked up next to me with my hand on them. I'm swearing to something. If you don't believe me anyways, ask Aren because she knows me better then anyone. I.. I'm like Garren. I have differences, but I am growing wings... And I have been practicing my powers lately which is hard as fucking hell. I am 70% of me is animal, which is tiger, wolf and raven, and 30% human. I can sense things... Bad things most of the time. I never have good dreams, only bad.. I can control wind so far, I'm working on fire next, I do what is called astro traveling to help me learn my powers and become friends with spirits. I'm sort of a helper to Arens pack, soon enough I will be another one of they're hunters. My name is Jeneva, but I will change it to what it should be once I come to be 16. I think you know what it is. Just please.. Stick with me here ok. Me and Aren have been tracked by people known as GHOST. I need you to help . Because everywhere I go, every time I sleep, everything I do... I know I'm being watched. Garren, I need your and you packs help, I will need allies. Even though I am powerful to handle this on my own, I can't control anything if I go insane. So please, I need you guys to trust me. Please?

P.S. If any of you see black clouds on trees or hiding or something, please don't go screaming "OMFG HELP HELP!!!" I don't want to get arrested =) Thanks

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

Freaky deeky dutch

Ok, so I've getting IM's from a person from the organization known as the GHOST organization. They're an organization that tracks down mutants and kills them. They kill them because they think they're a danger to humans. I was asked to join and I had to refuse because I will not kill mutants. I'm still finding out information on this so don't be pissed at me for making this short. I have Aren helping me, go to her if you want more info. L8r

Friday, November 16, 2007

Im so sorry...

im so sorry... About everything... Please forgive me about everything... I couldn't stop myself.. Thinking about having powers was the only thing that made me feel like everyone else.... I had nothing to fall on and when I started with my powers I could not stop... I felt so open so diffrent... I had nothing since everyone hated me because of my anger issues.. I got made fun of all the time and no one cared about me... Even my mother... I just needed something to make me feel like I didn't have a fucking asshole depressing hatred filled life... no one loved me.. I just wanted to feel like somebody... I could never have someone to hold.. Everyone had someone to love in my skools except for me.. I just wanted to have someone and that was all the people in my mind... Vincent valentine made me feel like it was real... And I couldn't stop wanting it... I kept with it and I loved it.. I drew and worte about myself with so much power and so much anger. I didn't have my mind anymore and i couldn't have anyone... I wanted my old life back when I had friends and my mom loved me and I had a father and my brother and I never had it back. Finally I had someone to hold and I messed up big time.. He broke up with me and my whole self got screwed up.. I never went outside I hated everyone.. I couldn't love anymore.. All of my emotions I could barely show.. I wanted to have it all back and once people started to ruin my life again I went insane. Everything went wrong with me.. I wanted love so bad. I missed all of my friends... I wanted to have a normal good life and I never could because I was diffrent and I hated so much... Please I don't have anybody please...

Themes songs for me, my character, and Vincent, anf Final fantasy 7 =)

Vincents themes Naomi's Theme My theme Final fantasy 7 character theme songs Me and Vincents song

Sayings.....

"And so, the hound weaves in its final chapter of life."

"Don't waste dreams away, or your wasting your life away.."

"Love..Is pain, hatred, and depression...If you lose it.."

"What is art? Find out...And live your life!"

"How can there be life...If there is no one living it?"

"Danger? I don't think so.."

Music..Again...But better...