Friday, November 16, 2007
Im so sorry...
im so sorry... About everything... Please forgive me about everything... I couldn't stop myself.. Thinking about having powers was the only thing that made me feel like everyone else.... I had nothing to fall on and when I started with my powers I could not stop... I felt so open so diffrent... I had nothing since everyone hated me because of my anger issues.. I got made fun of all the time and no one cared about me... Even my mother... I just needed something to make me feel like I didn't have a fucking asshole depressing hatred filled life... no one loved me.. I just wanted to feel like somebody... I could never have someone to hold.. Everyone had someone to love in my skools except for me.. I just wanted to have someone and that was all the people in my mind... Vincent valentine made me feel like it was real... And I couldn't stop wanting it... I kept with it and I loved it.. I drew and worte about myself with so much power and so much anger. I didn't have my mind anymore and i couldn't have anyone... I wanted my old life back when I had friends and my mom loved me and I had a father and my brother and I never had it back. Finally I had someone to hold and I messed up big time.. He broke up with me and my whole self got screwed up.. I never went outside I hated everyone.. I couldn't love anymore.. All of my emotions I could barely show.. I wanted to have it all back and once people started to ruin my life again I went insane. Everything went wrong with me.. I wanted love so bad. I missed all of my friends... I wanted to have a normal good life and I never could because I was diffrent and I hated so much... Please I don't have anybody please...
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36 comments:
Not everyone will feel like you do at one point of their life. Maybe they're just lucky. Everyone's different. Nobody can be exactly. Sure, you can have similarities, but your never exactly the same. Just be who you are. At one point of my ife, i felt like you (but not the whole break-up thing), but now, I couldn't give a damn. Life changes you like that. Be yourself, no one can tell you you suck cos if they do they don't you very well, do they??
Jeneva I'm not really a good heart to heart kinda guy. Sorry I've always been a bad shoulder to cry on so to speak but were all still here for you, even me.
's true what they say. We're here for ya.
(see the ' in we're smilee?)
hey smart ass don't correct my spelling.
wasn't actually your spelling
more your grammer ;)
hey thanks a lot thats better.
;) garren's getting upset with me too. it's not my fault he can't spell! *sigh* i told him i'd try not too when it comes to him... which means i'm gunna be extra picky now! :P
Lol thanx guys and Kat it really is annoying im with them
No Kat, it's not spelling OR grammar. It's PUNCTUATION. Lol. Now i'm correcting you!!!
for Garren its not punctuation its spelling.
i don't mind being corrected actually :P
and yes i know that with Garren it's spelling, though i've finally taught him how to use spell-check. *sighs blissfully* it's mostly better now...
Wow I missed alot.
........ *sigh*
But Garren needs to correct his grammar and punctuation too. He misses out on A LOT of commas and full stops. And he doesn't really use capitals. So the whole thing overall needs editing. Sigh
Your Raven I guess. My names Aiden I was just on Arens blog and I'm sort of checking peoples blogs out. You can look at mine although it's horrible but I'm just going around to say hi.
Umm, Kat just so you know...my friend just pointed out that you don't capitalize your I's. LOL, she's kidding but that is kinda funny. :-)
is anyone on anymore?
I'm still alive Raven. Glad to know you are it's like everyone else has just vanished. Ink and Kat are still alive I believe but I don't know about everybody else.
I was in JAPAN!!!! And I am alive. Didn't I tell you guys I would be away for 2 weeks??? So every1 just died in the 16 days that I was gone??? Wow. Missed you Raven
I'm here, been really busy lately. I'm on my schools basketball team. We just had a game that was really far away and got back now which is 12:00 pm. I am really tired but have to complete this project for English. I hate High school
FINALLY I MISSED YOU PEOPLE!
not sure but I'm here too.
Of course you missed me!!! XD I really missed you too!! And all my little minions!!! *Cackles evilly* And seriously, Garren needs to correct EVERYTHING(no offence Garren). Anybody reads Fanfiction??? And I didn't die, much to my enemies' horror!! XD I am evil!!!!!!!! MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! Sorry, couldn't resist. Lol. ^_^
special much?
Nice MRF13.... Sorry Raven I've been running like crazy missed you too.
What special???
IM HYYYYYYYYYYYYYPERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
SNCCSD;IGV'
D'VG'DJDDV
GBS'DGV
SD'VG
sgd
VG
DV
HSDUOVHSOUBVUO
ANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNND
HDAOUVHV'SBDIUVGOSEGGGGG YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
wooooow... You must be like on crack hyper. Cool!!
Lalalalala. I'm addicted to candy.
im not on crack im a straight edge
where the fuk are all of you ppl im getting super bored with you ppl!!!!!! yooooooooooooooooooo waz up in da hizzy dizzy house u dumb ppl love sam schwartz jeneva's friend...... sorry shes the crack head
You are insane. XD I love Mars!!! The chocolate, not the planet. My fave planet is Eris! Yay!!! Randomness.
im not hyper anymore
aww.... That is so sad. You're funny when your hyper! XD
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